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i swear i wont sleep tonight oh my god my stomach is turning and i can only hear tim screaming jay’s name and hoody falling from the window and im crying and i want to throw up and my stepdad just tried to hug me and he said that he didn’t know that mh was that bad and i just want to curl up in a ball and die
i want to text my friends and that guy i like and have the satisfaction of them saying hi to me like nothings wrong and see the little emoji miles sends me and hug the phone when owen sends me pictures and selfies like a little girl and i want to look at the happy trosephim posts and hug the brotrinity and then slap them and scream “y did u do this to us”
i want to draw happy jam pictures and joseph painting flowers on the side of a house but the flowers are really badly painted but he likes them so thats all that matters
i dont want to have a panic attack i want my medicine and i want to lay down and text people and call for my mommy and i want my mommy to love me for a minute and just tell me that its okay and hug me like when mommy and daddy were in love and when i was an only child because when i was an only child my mommy loved me and had time for me and was nice to me and wasnt mean and didnt scream or ignore me and she always held me when i cried and i want someone to hold me right now but theres no one so i’ll just pretend that there is
maybe this is why i make up all the imaginary friends so they can hold me when i cry and no one else will hold me or even look at me
and this started out as marble hornets and then it just spiraled into how my life is a huge fucking mess and i want to die
//sINGING number 5 by hu//
Let’s dance in the hood-
//sudenly remembers hoody//
- The constant fear of bleeding through clothes
- The constant cramps
- Having to change pads/tampons every 2-4 hours
- Having to deal with mood swings
- Having to deal with boys going ‘Oh someones on their period’
- When you stand up its like a waterfall from your vagina
- Craving food to calm you down
- The constant fear that you smell of blood even though you dont
- Feeling over emotional
- FUCKEN CRAMPS
YOU MEAN I DON’T ACTUALLY SMELL LIKE BLOOD?!
wait what this is news to me i reek of blood but what.